Yellowstone

A small cabin on the edge of West Yellowstone.
Funny drinks.
Frosty mornings.
Nights filled with: wolf howl and elk bugle:
laughter and pranks.
Me in bed with the small one in my sleeping bag, curled about my neck or wound in a puppy circle between my knees.  
RW restless with his kinky-train-accident-back on a rustic bed frame.
The snores of our friends and family coming from the 
bunk beside us or 
the next room.
Rosie on the floor by the stove, sleeping in glorious, fire crackling shabbat shalom.
Cooking on a woodstove.
Early mornings.
Blue light.
Log cabin cozy cast iron:
Has anyone seen the oven mitt???
The potatoes are finished!
Can someone deal with the cheddar?


Dinner by candlelight.
Red wine.
The slow hunger of the fire in the stove.
That calm that comes with spaciousness.
Frost on the entire world.
Tall grass.
Golden sunrise.
Don’t-lick-the-truck-your-tongue-will-stick!
That broad back,
narrow waist,
swinging rhythm of wood cutting…boys, can I get some kindling?
Nope.
That’s not enough.

Boys in trucks and camouflage toting 30-06 rifles headed out for more elk hunting 
on the snow laced razorbacks of Idaho 
(a kiss good-bye, in the dark):
lodgepole pine,
3000ft vert (x4),
quakies turning orange and yellow under autumn sun,
wolf dens four feet deep in conglomerate rock,
grizzly bears hunkered down on narrow trails
shaking their blocky heads
and unafraid (take a wide path Jimmy, walk fast, don’t look back).

Yellowstone National Park
dressed in autumn gold
and the clear, rippling foil of running water in all directions.
The crackling of steam vents, the boiling mud, the turquoise pools of water burgeoning fresh from the earth’s crust.
 My girlfriends and I cruising through 
the space of the park.
Me, squeaking at every bison I saw,
counting the points on the bull elk.
Praying for wolves.
 The quiet murmur of Old Faithful–
the stand up column of white wet hot.
 The high places.
The closeness of God.
The thoughts I never spoke.
The speaking aloud.
 A small and eerie lake formed by earthquake.
A bag of candy.
Two strangers at a trail head with the freshly cut pelt of a yearling wolf — that coarse hair and intelligent face stone still in the afternoon light.
A little sadness in my soul.
A snowflake on my arm.
A full truck cab
and Honky Tonk Tater Tot 
snoozing sweet puppy chocolate velvet the entire way home.
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Yup.
That was West Yellowstone!

Getting Free

Driving long distances can be boring and torturous for some.
I like it a lot.
Tres contemplative.
The rain did its busy washing between Pocatello and Swift Current, Saskatchewan.  All the spaces in between were filled with scrubbing, breezygusty wind, hail and obese raindrops.
I had to pull over and listen to it drum the roof of my truck in the pass above Helena.
I had to pull out a pencil and write.
I stopped in Montana on the Missouri River and sighed and strolled about.  I followed the tracks and set my bird dog free for a run in the hills.  He and I thought we might stay there forever and fish for a spell but the highway called us on.
Onward.
And when I reached those Great Northern Plains I had to stop my truck, stomp through the stubble and open my heart up wide to let the last strains of the sunset pour down into my soul.  Summer sunsets on the prairies are the building blocks of dreams.  They also are a delicate liquid ghost in the quills of the flight feathers of most birds but I’ll share this hypothesis at a later date.
The light lasts late into the night.
The bewitching hours are nullified.
The fields fade into green in a solid gasp as far as I can see.

What a Wonderful Disaster!

Yes. 
I used the word disaster!
I’m home from Montana and feel great despite the d-word.  I’m going to take a second to break the trip down for you and then I want to take a moment to really tell you what the point of this whole Montana show was via video blog.
Good:
-driving through Idaho and Montana to Missoula (beautiful)
-excellent company on the drive as my friend Erin was my plus one for the weekend
-arrived in M-Town and visited with a lovely friend in her crazy converted-church-commune living space where we experienced great music, excellent cakes, mosquitoes and plenty of art
-slept in a big comfy king sized bed 
-beautiful weather 
-a spectacular outfit on Sunday (turquoise strapless dress, over the knee socks, Frye boots, brooches, necklace, earrings, great bed head, the original pink wheat ring and my belt buckle slung low on my hips) made me feel beautiful
Bad:
-the soccer team at the hotel at 3AM romping about the hallways and women screeching about pizza (I refuse to share more details about this experience)
-the thunderstorm that arrived over top of Missoula at approximately 3PM on Sunday that actually washed my entire display away.  A torrent of water was flowing straight into my typewriter (poor Underwood) despite my tent, my platters were filled with water, all of my vases were blown over, I was sopping wet, Farley was cowering under the table and my antique wing back chair might never be the same
-I left the show 4 hours early because my table looked like an utter disaster as did the artist (me)
-I then struggled with awful feelings after leaving a show 4 hours early that I spent 2.5 months preparing for 
-I then left my phone in Deer Lodge Montana and realized where it was when I reached Dillon Montana and had to drive all the way back to Deer lodge Montana to get the phone when the girl at the gas station refused to mail it to me DRAT
GOOD:
-driving through spectacular thunderstorms on the way home
-a stop at the Patagonia outlet in Dillion, Montana where I finagled-in-an-honest-way (I just wanted to use that word) myself a spruce green article of clothing (a color that is very hard to find indeed)
-Erin playing DJ with her iPod 
-talking to She when I was 40 miles from home
-arriving home
-falling asleep and sleeping in until 9AM and then just laying in bed and resting until 11AM this morning
-feeling free of a massive weight, feeling like I might drift away up into the rain cloud to be kissed by lightning and shook by thunder (today marks day 17 of rain in Pocatello)
-welcoming summer with open arms
-roses blooming in the rose garden

More than ever, I have this intense sense of growing pains as an artist!
I have three options really when it comes to my work and appeasing you.  I can:
1.  Send my designs to a factory in China and have everything mass produced.
2.  Become one of those girls who just makes a lot of really crappy stuff without soul to keep cranking the numbers up and to stare googly eyed at my bank account.
3.  Keep pouring myself into one of a kind designs and make exactly what I feel called to make even if it means I sell less and get more emails from people who are frustrated and impatient with me and acquiring one of my designs.
I’ve been strong enough.  I’ve adhered my heart and soul to option three for a while now.  It takes a lot out of me though.  It’s hard.  It’s hard to face the demand for my work while consistently expressing compassion and gratitude for all of the amazing people I meet.  Working hard for you can be incredibly draining and overwhelming.  It can be euphoric and blissful.  It can be exhausting and uplifting.  It can break me and make me.  Sometimes I don’t think I can survive the demand placed on my soul and fingertips other times the demand pushes me into really new and wonderful explorations of metal and stone.  But one thing always remains the same and that’s the joy I feel flowing out of my mind and hands when I design and craft jewelry.  I love it.  I love the work of my hands.
I’m not going to quit.
I’m not going to retire until I’m 80 years old and have a pair of plastic hips.
I won’t fade away.
And you!  You dear woman, I promise that you WILL, even if you are frustrated beyond words, you WILL eventually get a piece of jewelry from me that was meant for you.  Thank you, as always, for your patience, love, kindness and encouragement.  You’ve got some of the most amazing qualities that I hope to keep fostering in my self.
Jeepers.
What more is there to say?
Over and out,
Plume
PS  This video blog is really long but it encapsulates the Missoula show experience perfectly AND you get to see me cry!  Go get some popcorn and Kleenex and enjoy the ride!
XO

En Completment

Good morning birds!
This is my final day of preparation in my studio for the show in Montana on the 14th.  Tomorrow I’ll be working on pricing, layout and a few last display details before heading for Missoula on Friday.
Feeling: excited, tired, prolific, exploding with ideas, nervous and I cannot for the life of me figure out what to wear to this darn show…
The following snapshots are of the pieces I was able to begin and complete yesterday:

A svelte line-up of rings!

My inventory looks grand.  I was hoping to finish some belt buckles and still might get to crafting a couple humdingers before I depart but I’m not going to push it.  Thanks for your deliciously unwavering support these past few days.  
I am encouraged. 
I am strong like steel.  
I am soft like sorbet.
CAN YOU TELL I HAD ICE CREAM FOR BREAKFAST?

XO

Les nouveaux bijoux!

This is for Missoula, Montana:

But this is for you:

[kingman arizona turquoise & sterling silver]
I’m in a frenzy, building inventory from scratch for the upcoming shows.  Today I made 37 pairs of earrings and tomorrow I’ll start in on some rings.  I’m dividing the spoils between the Etsy shop  and the upcoming shows and gallery drops in Idaho, Montana and Wyoming.  Believe it or not, it takes a lot of self control to not just let you see everything all at once!
 I WANT TO SPOIL YOU ROTTEN.  BUT I SHOULDN’T.  ALL THAT EYE CANDY IS BAD FOR YOUR TEETH.
XO