At The Cabin

If you take yourself North of Saskatoon, it only takes an hour and a half of driving before the wheat fields end and the water begins.  The further North you travel in this province of mine, the wetter and rockier it becomes.  Over half of Saskatchewan is brimming with chain lakes and rivers cutting through Precambrian Shield.  
Rocks.  Lakes.  Rivers.  Boreal forest.  Whitewater.
A canoeist’s dream come true.
And so,
it is easy to be a babe in the woods
strolling barefoot beneath the jack pines and birch trees
dipping in to cool dark waters
restoring the soul.

For many years I spent my entire summer at Christopher Lake, up North.  I know it well.  The lake is bright and cool (as all lakes are in Northern Saskatchewan), rimmed with thick forest and chock full of that great Northern sky.

In the morning, the loons call out.
At midnight the forest floor is lit by the big dipper and the Northern lights.
The water laps against the shore.
The clouds scrub the sky clean blue.
In Canada, we call places like this: The Bush.
We refer to the location as:  Up North.
There’s no talk of cottages in these parts.  
In the bush, up North, Canadians go to the cabin.
NOTE:  This is not my cabin.  My cabin is on Deifenbaker Lake.  You’ll see photos of it on July 1 when we head there to celebrate Canada Day.
PS  If you doubt the greatness of Northern Saskatchewan and think I’m being overly romantic about the whole thing, Jordan and Kate will certainly testify.

Summer in the City of Bridges

Summer in the City of Bridges
makes a girl forgetful.
IN A GOOD WAY.

Getting Farmy

BRUNCH AT THE TAILGATE

SUGAR BRITCHES IN SEQUENCE
(YES, THAT’S REALLY HER NAME)
I like to get down and get farmy.  I can’t help it.  It’s my heritage.  Most of you know, because I crow about it so.  I crow about being the great grand daughter and grand daughter of Saskatchewan wheat farmers.  Some of you also know that the reason I came home to Saskatoon in the month of June was to watch my grandparents receive their century farming award from the federal government of Canada.
Wowsers.  Can you imagine a farm being homesteaded and then farmed for an entire century?  It blows my mind.  At the award ceremony on Tuesday there were at least 60 families being honored with the century farming award and it was so fascinating to hear their stories.  Men came over to Canada, one hundred years ago, sometimes alone, sometimes with their young wives.  They came to Saskatchewan, wide open space, undeveloped countryside, stony plains, undulating prairie, herds of bison, cold winters, hot summers…  They homesteaded in a space where there was nothing.  They built homes from sod, some lived in the ground in excavated pits with grain shed roofs on top (to fully understand the hardship of this you’d have to experience a Saskatchewan winter).  They cleared land, they sowed seeds and harvested crops by hand.  Women bore children.  Some of the families honored were huge and boasted batches of offspring numbering fifteen or more!  People lived.  People died.  People suffered.  People were neighbors.  Barns were raised.  Communities were built.  A province was founded.
Some of these homesteads have stayed in the family (land has been passed down through the generations from fathers to sons) and are being farmed by the fourth or fifth generations now.  The magnitude of this heritage really hit me hard during the ceremony and I couldn’t help but cry a couple of times, especially with the thought that my grandparents had six daughters and the Thoen homestead will end with the generation my grandfather represents.
I want that farm.
I want its sloughs thick with geese in the fall.
I want the gravel pit, the outbuildings and that two story barn that sits on the lower part of the homestead.
I want the june bugs.
I want the strawberry patch.
I want the Quonset.
I want it all.
I want to carry on the legacy as a Thoen grand daughter.
I’ve always felt this, I’ve not voiced it to anyone by my parents and my husband (Robert wants the farm too) but after watching my grandparents receive their award, I can hear that desire pounding away in my heart stronger still.  It might come as a surprise to family members and friends who read this, but it’s true.
I want hundreds of acres.
Just the earth and I.
The wind and the northern lights.
:::A brilliant day here in Saskatchewan:::
I’ve got to get off my duff and stroll around a bit.
I love the places I’ve been.
I love the place I live.
But when I come home to Saskatchewan (FOREVER HOME)
I feel filled up and weepy at the strangest moments.
Nothing could be more delicious than a Saskatchewan summer.
It’s bliss truly.  A decadent yet practical gift from God.

When I see the sky here and watch the river wend I feel the eternal portion of me perch like a far seeing hawk on a fence post.  At ease.  Natural.  Wild.  Fluid and symphonic in full flight.
That’s the thing about the great plains.
There’s nothing to get in the way of your outstretched wings.

Staying Free

HOME ON THE RANGE: ANTELOPE

PRAIRIE MONOLITHS

PRAIRIE ROADS

IN THE FIELDS: UNDER THE RAIN

And that’s why they call it
land of the living skies.
There’s no place so:
living hot cold green nurtured tamed wild lonesome rich hard 
as the Great Northern Plains.
THIS IS WHERE I’M FROM.
PLEASE TAKE A MOMENT TO CLICK ON A FEW OF THESE PHOTOS FOR A BETTER GLIMPSE OF THE DETAILS OF THE LANDSCAPE!

Montana and Randomness and Courting both Saskatchewan and Idaho

Have you ever traveled to a new place and experienced an entirely visceral reaction to the immediate surroundings.  The first time I saw Montana, my heart flew into my feet and my stomach jolted like a cuckoo in a clock.  There’s just something about that state that makes me feel like I’ve come home to roost.

Driving through Montana on the way home from Canada was a serious treat.  I want a spread there in the future.  I want acres and acres of prairie backed up onto the Rocky Mountains.  I want to live on a large patch of space outside of Choteau and watch the wheat mingle with radical, sedimentary uplift. 

I work hard at loving where I live.
Idaho is dear to my heart.
The seasons here have been such a lovely balm to my dried up heart and soul.  You’ve read, time and time again, my enthusiastic, lyrical waxing for where I reside.
This week, my little mantra has been, “I’m courting Idaho.”  The little saying is to remind me to dig into where I’m living and savor the very best and (seemingly) worst bits about this place.  I’m attempting to cherish ALL aspects of this state.  It sometimes seems that discontent can rule the human spirit and tarnish our nature.  Discontent can so easily stamp out valor and moxie.  It amazes me how a tiny seed, set to twisting and twining into our minds, can be so destructive to the human ability to rejoice in the miracle and mystery of every day life no matter where it’s being lived.  I think it should be nearly impossible to really hate wherever you are.  Of course, in retrospect, I’ve loved harder on some locations than others…but I can’t say that I didn’t fully live, where ever I was.
I’ve been reading this book:

And am loving the following things about it:
1.  I thought, for an epoch or two, that I was solitary in my stalwart love for Saskatchewan in all it’s seasons.  Not so.  Not so at all!  While reading David’s musings, I am struck by the fact that we are two peas in a pod.  In point of fact, he actually sounds like me and discusses, in depth, late night ramblings, overcoming S.A.D., as well as embracing, courting and adoring what is an extreme climate in an amazing province.  You can ask Robert, I have exclaimed more than once, while reading this book, “Oh my gosh!  This David fellow is my male counterpart!”  
2.  The short personal essays in this book are set in Saskatoon.  I love that I can envision exactly where things are occurring as an anecdote unravels.
3.  It has, thus far, re-illustrated for me the concept of being content, nay, loving and cherishing wherever I am.  I already loved Idaho passionately before reading this book.  Now I’m making a conscious effort to court the state and country I’m a resident of.  I’ve made a pact with myself to stand in wide eyed wonder at everything I experience while living here.  How else will I successfully suck the marrow out of life?
At any rate, if you are looking to understand my insane obsession with the Northern Great Plains, specifically my home province in Canada, you need to read this book.  It’s made me laugh and cry and wonder at the heartiness of of the people of the great plains.  There’s a pioneer spirit ingrained in everyone who lives there.  In Saskatchewan, we don’t glean our sustenance from the regular four food groups (five if you count candy).  Oh no.  We’re born from black, fertile earth and grow up drinking wind, thoughtfully chewing blizzards and slurping up the raw power of raging electric storms.  We’ve got northern lights in our eyes and poplar bluffs sprouting from the coulees of our rib cages.  We’re strong.  
We’re the ultimate buckaroos.