Honoring Remains Neckpiece 
(or in this case, exalting remains)
[sterling, 22 karat gold, chrysoprase, green quartz, Idaho mule deer antler]
It makes your face look like this when it’s hanging around your neck and over your heart.

Let me just say,
I love this piece.
I wasn’t sure of the idea while building it.
Bit by bit, it came together so beautifully, so organically…right now, it sits beside me at my office desk because I know if I let it out of my sight, it will haunt me like a gentle, long limbed ghost.  So I’m staying close.  Real close.

When I set the last stone in this piece, I took it to my friend Amy, because I had to show it to someone.
 I put it around my neck and drove across town.
As I drove, I could feel strength and light and fleetness welling up in me.
When I strung it around my friend’s neck, she felt the same way.

I view nature as:  joyful, creative, perfectly constructed, complex, intertwined, dreamed up by Light Goodness & Perfect Love, holy, beautiful, freeing, serene, quiet…

While it can be violent, snarling, biting, heaving and disastrous…this piece holds the tranquil and beautiful parts of nature.  The parts of nature that are restorative, healing, kind…

This piece is built of enduring components,
but also,
of something eternal
and hopeful.
It is stalwart.
It will not be spooked.
It stands strong and affirms lightness of being.
Mercy.
The rhythm of bare feet on a dirt path…

…and this path leads home.
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I’ve been wanting to tell you for some time, if you are a metalsmith and you don’t know much about cold connections you need to get a copy of Susan Lenart’s book:
Not only will you support her by claiming a copy of this book (and she is so wonderful….so wonderful in person), but you’ll have the cold connection bible in your studio and it might change your craft.
I cannot recommend it enough.  
It has taught me so much — pinned settings are the least of my learnings.  
Truly. 
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I must add here, before this post grows old and cold, 
that one of the reasons I like working with antlers is because I believe they are hugely symbolic:
Every year, a mule deer buck grows his antlers.
Each year he sheds them, simply drops them in a sage brush on the side of a mountain after they’ve been used up and bashed to bits in the rut.  Then he grows a new set, a new, pristine set.  He carries his new rack until it is rendered useless once more and so the cycle continues.


Antlers are about shedding, decay, regeneration, growth…
which I recently talked a bit about over here.
A bone or antler or horn carries the memory of a life (and perhaps death too) the same way a sheet of sterling carries my heartbeat due to arranged molecules and impacted crystal lattice.


Likewise, on some small scale, we’re all carrying our story and the stories of others in our own bones — the vibrations of broken hearts calling out for hope.  The musical joy of a glad soul, drumming like it’s a timpani!  Whether it’s a story of light or darkness, I think all the carrying we do — the shedding [the memory of our bones], the regeneration — is a beautiful thing.
Such a beautiful thing.



https://www.thenoisyplume.com/blog/2011/08/04/1063/

Keeping It Warm

This is happening right now,
in real life,
in my kitchen.
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Have I told you I’m getting a fluffy, green eyed kitten?
He is Mister Pinky’s brother.
His name is Rhubarb.
I can’t wait to show him to you!


:::EDIT:::
Oops.
Rhubarb is a girl!
Yee haw!

https://www.thenoisyplume.com/blog/2011/08/02/1061/

It’s a gray day here.
Spitting rain, on and off.
It feels tremendously refreshing.

I spent part of the morning in my handsome claw foot tub, 
soaking with salts,
sipping green tea
and reading more of Daybook.

Of all the Ten Commandments, “Thou shalt not murder” always seemed to me the one I would have to worry least about, until I got old enough to see that there are many different kinds of death, not all of them physical.  There are murders as subtle as a turned eye.  Dante was inspired to install Satan in ice, cold indifference being so common a form of evil.
[Anne Truitt:::Daybook]
I sat and soaked and remembered:

When I was in kindergarten or first grade, living in Riding Mountain National Park, Manitoba, Canada, I had a long bus ride to and from school every day.  One day, Curtis S. was burning the back of a bus seat with a lighter.  I had never witnessed vandalism before and couldn’t help but stare.  He looked up, caught me watching him and said,
If you tell Russel [the bus driver], I will set your hair on fire.

Because I was practically an infant at the time, I believed him.
I remember knowing that there was no one around to protect me.
From that day forth, each time I stepped onto the school bus, I felt a degree of fear.

It was my first memorable taste of human cruelty
and certainly not my last.
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I sometimes wonder what part of me died that day.
I sometimes wonder what parts of me have been murdered, over the years, and is there a chance of regeneration?
As a fallible human, I wonder what parts of others I have killed,
knowingly and unknowingly.
Will there ever be a chance for atonement
and if there were, 
could we ever grant each other that chance?
Recently, I repeat myself:

The light and the dark.
The sum of living.
The nature of humans.
The hope of redemption.
The goodness of mercy.
It’s all beautiful.
I had to call the police yesterday
because of a dash of domestic dispute on our street.
I wasn’t in a panic.  
I was relatively calm, at least on the outside.
I quietly asked to remain anonymous with my report
and then stepped back outside to finish hanging the wet laundry on the line.
Farley, sensing something amiss, stayed at my hip whining quietly,
pushing his wet nose into the palm of my hand.

That mother
screaming at her daughter.
Her daughter screaming back.
The swearing.
The threats.

How many little pieces of person
died there yesterday,
fell to the asphalt,
puddled there, still and wispy as a dream?  
Will there ever be a chance for atonement?
I’m in the white room this afternoon (which is such a symbolic space for me),
working on thresholds,
building my idea of the liminal.
The work is good.
The tea is hot.
All is as whole as whole can be.

https://www.thenoisyplume.com/blog/2011/07/31/1060/

Passenger

She likes to feel the wind in her ears.
So do I.