In Living Color

Robbie texted me last July from the boiling black tarmac in Winnemucca, Nevada while he was waiting for a fire call and simply asked, “Would you like to snorkel in bioluminescent waters in Puerto Rico?”  I told him I was born to do that very thing so he immediately purchased two round-trip tickets for $250 each and in early February we landed in San Juan and immediately began sweating.

We took a small plane out to Vieques Island where we spent a little more than a week exploring, snorkling, fishing, overdosing on Vitamin D, exclaiming about all the free range Paso Fino horses and shrieking at sudden iguanas (they seem to come out of nowhere and are enormous by my standards).  It was a great trip and I did a terrible job of using my camera.  There was so much to document and so many visual details to collect…and I did such a great job of being in the moment.  Puerto Rican culture is loud, colorful and flavorful (just like me).  On our last day on the island, before we flew back to San Juan, I discovered the cemetery in Isabelle II and wandered through with my camera.  What beauty…those stark white, hurricane whipped crosses against an incredible caribbean sky…

Before we even left, I was talking about our next visit.  But in the meanwhile, I have all the colors and textures to recall with such fondness.  Thanks for flooding my senses, PR.  I’ll miss you until I see you again.

 

 

Linger

I was telling a friend recently that the new year is a funny thing.  We act like we get to go forth with a clean slate on the first day of the year but everything feels the same:  life is all piled up all around, wobbling and wibbling in the wind.  Despite all this “starting over” new year stuff, life is replete with brimming inboxes, half-finished projects on my studio bench, the letters I need to respond to, the grocery lists, the shrinking wood pile, the unreturned phone calls…stacks and stacks of living to do, tasks to never catch up with — part of me wants to catch up with it all and take a moment to swing the cat by the tail but I know it’s impossible.  There is no amnesty!  The new year demands us onward!

Well, I’m in rebellion.  As usual.  Big surprise.

I guess I can feel the shadow of the fire season upon us and I just want to take my doggone time.  Some switch in me has been flipped.  I can’t do this dawn until dusk workworkwork business anymore.  There has to be space inbetween when I can let my hair down, put on my muck boots and a good wool layer and step out the door with the dogs to explore the river bank, unfold my lungs, crackle my back, listen to the rapids and the herons and the hawks.  I’ve got to be able to saddle up and ride out if the sky demands it of me.  Most importantly, I’ve got to be able to do these things without a guilt ladened heart, without apology.  I have this one life to live, I want it to move more slowly, be more moderate in pace.   Adagio…allegro…somewhere in between.

Today, down on the river, after breakfast but before second tea, we went strolling.  The sky was breaking in the West, clouds shoveling off North and South of the canyon, a slip of blue sky on the horizon.  Song birds were winging and singing, the river a blue rush of mountain water headed elsewhere.  I lingered there, blond as last years rabbit brush blooms and just as easy in the wind.

 

 

Offerings


Here’s some of the work of my hands and my heart from the past two weeks of my life.  I’m not sure what’s more fun, making these earrings or wearing these earrings!  I love these designs, they’re such itsy bitsy builds.  Every blade stroke of my saw, every hammer strike, every glide of the burnisher is prayer.

Available tomorrow in my shop at 8PM (mountain time zone).

XX

The boys in the hayfield eating away the chill of the night and day breaking in the Western sky and the sun pouring off the edge of the canyon wall like a cascade of fire.

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It was a beautiful blue morning and we worked out the morning chores in fresh snow.  The chickens wouldn’t leave the coop, poor things, they came out reluctantly, one by one, and we counted them up because we haven’t tallied them in a while.  There are fifteen.  We noted that our little Polish hen is missing.  A few weeks ago two strange dogs were in our yard — a lab and a Pyreneese.  The lab was sniffing around our horse paddocks and getting quite close to all our yard fowl.  It made me nervous.  I recall asking Robbie if he thought the lab would be ok around our chickens, ducks and turkeys.  He gave me a noncommittal answer and I did my best to run the lab off our land.  We went in the house for breakfast and when we stepped out the door again an hour later the lab had returned, dispatched two of my chickens and was tearing into one of the turkeys.  I now have reason to believe my little Polish hen was a fourth victim.

The horse paddocks had the look of a farmyard massacre.  There were feathers laid out in every direction.  I remember thinking it was remarkable how many feathers were on a few chickens and a turkey.  I also remember feeling absolutely livid.  Robbie rounded up the lab and loaded it in our truck.  We don’t have a pound nearby (we don’t have anything nearby).  So we went on with our day and decided to figure out the dog situation later in the afternoon.

The day flew by and while we were upriver on our horses in the evening a car pulled up beside us.  The woman inside rolled down her window and asked if we had seen a lab and Pyrenees dog by chance.  I felt my emotions flare up and I said, “You mean the lab that killed my chickens this morning and the Pyrenees that watched the massacre from a distance?  Yes.  I have seen those dogs.  The lab is locked up in my truck and I don’t know where the Pyrenees wound up.”  I would have preferred her to outwardly show a sense of mortification but she wasn’t even especially apologetic which astounded me.  Maybe she didn’t think it was a big deal.  Maybe she was taken aback by my tone and my words.  I don’t know.  I just know that had I been in her place I’d have been utterly mortified by the behavior of my dogs and I’d have been begging forgiveness and offering compensations.  In hindsight, I think she was in shock.  Her dogs had wandered five miles downriver to our farm to do their dirty deeds.

The fact of the matter is unless you come into adult barnyard fowl it takes considerable time and energy to raise chicks into adult birds.  They’re delicate.  We put some of our chicks under a broody hen last year but the gaggle of babies and mum still required some careful tending.  I missed my grandfather’s funeral in Canada two springs ago because I had nearly forty chicks, ducklings and turkeys that required constant attention and there was nobody who could do the work but me (Robbie was away doing his refreshing training for the fire season).  I simply could not leave!  A full grown chicken, duck or turkey is a precious thing — beyond the precious nature of life — animal husbandry is time consuming and all the time we spend on these creatures on our farms goes to our heart.  If and when the time comes for them to be harvested, we want a swift, clean death for them.  We are practical.  We are realistic.  We are compassionate.  We care for our critters.  What that dog did to my flock was an injury to my spirit but I shall persist.

 

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